She’s not blowing up your life for attention.

She’s begging you to be present with her.

She’s not trying to ruin everything.

She’s trying to remind you who you were before you stopped listening.

If you already feel it... you don’t need more words.

You just need a quiet space, 5 potent voice notes, and the willingness to sit with the girl who never got to finish her sentence.

Get access to the vault now.

Before she finds another way to be heard.

You’re smart enough to know this isn’t only about chaos.

Are you ready to stop calling it sabotage and start listening?

You’re watching yourself torch the things you once begged for;
the business
the partner
the calendar.

and not because you’re naturally reckless, but because something deeper is demanding to be met.

This vault is for her... the younger version of you who's done being bypassed in the name of coping.

Any of these feel familiar?

You ghost the people who love you most

You pick fights so you can say the thing you “shouldn’t”

You avoid messages, meetings, intimacy (while wanting it)

You question everything you’ve built, it doesn't fit now

You fantasise about disappearing

You rebel against responsibilities you once begged for

You swing between numb and reckless

You sabotage what feels stable, to feel some danger

hi, I'm Tamara

I work with women who are done performing. Women whose lives are blowing up not because they’ve failed, but because their wild, unmet truth is clawing its way to the surface.

I’m not a life coach. I’m a guide through the fire. My work sits at the edge of shamanic initiation, raw self-reclamation, and sacred rebellion.

This is my wheelhouse because I’ve lived it. I cracked the shell of a life that started with obedience and burned down everything that wasn’t mine. I know what it means to meet the teenage girl within not to fix her, but to finally listen.

This isn’t the whole journey.

It’s the moment you begin to stop disowning the parts of you that kept screaming.

The first step in turning rebellion into rootedness.

Sensitivity into self-leadership.

Chaos into clarity.

This is where you meet her.
Not to fix her, but to walk forward with her.

If the pull runs deeper after The Wild Reckoning, there are deeper and wilder ways we can walk together.

The power of Transformation

The inner rebel goes from burning bridges to creating boundaries that actually hold.

The rage shifts from lashing out to speaking up... clean, clear, and unapologetic.

The urge to run becomes the power to stay, but only where it’s safe to be fully you.

The recklessness becomes a bold devotion to what’s real, raw, and yours.

The sensitivity is actually surgical intuition that can spot misalignment a mile away.

The chaos turns into clarity, creativity, and the kind of self-trust that doesn’t need to be managed.

Frequently Asked Questions

What exactly is inside the vault?

You’ll get 5 days of pre-recorded Telegram-style audio prompts (1 per day some extra ones for examples) that guide you into integrating the parts of you that never got closure... especially your teenage self who’s resurfacing loud and raw in midlife. These aren’t girl power pep talks. They’re precise, potent, and wildly validating.

How long does it take each day?

Each audio is short and digestible... Some days the words might come easily and others you might need time to sift through old stories and memories... or look back with the eyes of wisdom and soother your younger self... this might need to be done slowly... But the ripple effect? That’s yours to unfold. Some women binge them. Others listen slowly, journal, and return again later. There’s no “right” pace, just your rhythm.

Do I need to interact or share anything?

Nope. This is self-paced, fully private, and designed for inner work.You listen. You reflect. You meet the version of you that’s been begging for airtime.

What if it brings up big emotions?

Then it’s working. But this isn’t about overwhelm... it’s about recognition. You’ll also get gentle grounding reminders to support your nervous system with tools you already use and permission to pause.

Is this therapy?

No... and it doesn’t pretend to be. This vault doesn’t diagnose or treat. It creates space for emotional truth, clarity, and re-integration. Think of it as soul maintenance for the woman who doesn’t need fixing, just finally wants to hear herself.

How long do I have access?

For 3 months. Once you’re in, it’s yours to revisit anytime during this period. Especially when things start bubbling again or you want to circle back and go deeper.

I’m not in perimenopause, but this resonates... is it still for me?

If the pull is there, you belong here. This vault speaks to the parts of you that are surfacing... regardless of hormone status. If you’ve felt the urge to burn it all down, question who you’ve become, or reconnect with the version of you that got silenced early? You’re right on time.

Is there a spiritual element to this?

Yes. This is soul-deep work. It honours the sacred transition of midlife, the energetic echoes of your younger self, and the power of presence without bypass. If you believe there’s wisdom in the unraveling... this will feel like home.